vas happenin

whats happening between us
what now
even during holidays
we fight
we're so sick like shits
when are we going to grow up
why are you answering that way
cant you think what i will feel
what i will think
if you answer like that
what were you thinking before that
you thought nothing
and that hurts a lot
now i feel nothing
all of my feelings
had been broken into pieces
and its not easy
to get them together back
you should know
the darkest part in any relationship is
when the other one
doesnt even give a damn care
at you
do you want that to happen
do you really want that
God
i still cant believe you answer in that way
and now
i know the truths
i know the other side of you
i know all of the conversations we had
were fake

so in the end
i was just a fucking stupid girl
who was trying like shit
to get your attention
and to be loved
by you
who never will
to fight for me
even just for a slight of seconds