i dont know why i feel these insecurities
1) why she never fight for me
2) what she does when she was fighting for me
3)why she always give up on us
4)why she doesnt have any idea when she gives up
5)if she gives up then after all this time what was she fighting for
6)people easily attracted to her and i feel threaten
7)im afraid she would leave me for someone better
8)she could change in a fucking seconds
9)she always come up with sort of not expected sad statements
10)high school is nearing the end
11)is it the end for us too ?