just so you know

" There you go with your new entry "

" Fuck you and your words "

Im really sorry I ruined everything.

Im really sorry I spoiled your mood.

I cant move on , Im not over you. 

I think too far and I imagine nonsense things , 

thats why I cant trust you.

I know I broke our promises.

I hurt you more than you hurt me. 

Im a total jerk.

You should stay away from me if you want to.

I might break your heart again and again.

I might hurt you once again.

I might break our promise again.

Im such a jerk I know.
You should go with someone who deserves you better.

But in the same time ,

I dont want you to go or disappear or leave me .

I really need you in my life .

I just cant without you gwen I really cant.

Sorry if im such a burden for you..

Im really sorry. 

You dont deserve me.