friendzoned

" Youre my bestfriend "

" Bestfriend ? Hahha lol "

" I thought you were asked us to be bestfriends "

I swear I hate us being in friendzone

I cant accept the fact we arent together anymore.

I hate it when I think youre not belong with me anymore.

I hate him.

I still cant forget his tweet that night.

It keeps haunting me and I cant run away from it.

I cant accept youre with him now and never will.

I miss 2013.

I miss us.

I dont want to be bestfriend with you.

Idk what we are right now.

I got emotional nowadays because of you.

The thought of you make me angry and got me emotional like shit.

I dont want to be mad at you 

but i dont know .

Im sorry for being such an asshole . 

No one deserves someone like me.

Please tell me everything will be fine.

Im getting weaker at the thought that I have lose you forever.

Please tell me we'll be okay.

Please tell me you'll be with me in any situation .

Please tell me you'll never leave me alone.