2nd June 2014

9:15pm,1st June 2014

Back from shower and I scrolled twitter

@naqibrosli ;

"I guess its already 12 in Sydney so Happy Monthsary Sayang ! Nanti i spend bila you dah balik Malaysia"

and the tears automatically fall 

I sobbed critically like hell

No one realise that night how sad I am

I cant stop thinking about it

That tweet keep haunting my mind till now

I want to jump off the cliff

drowning myself so i can forget everything

At that moment wa ,

I really really hate you.

I dont believe your words.

You said you didnt love him and youre not into him.

I cant believe that wa.

Im really mad at you.

I hate Naqib.

I dont believe you wa.

I dont trust you .

Its hard for me to count on you.

And why 2nd May ?

Right after our date ?
Were you doing it on purpose ?

Do you feel me wa ?

Do you think what I think ?

I SWEAR I FUCKING LOVE YOU

\ AND I CANT LOVE ANYONE LIKE I LOVE YOU.

I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU , NEVER FUCKING EVER.

Please.

Make me count on you once again.